Myvi

I got my Myvi last week. It's MINE but the down-payment came from my parents as well as the monthly payment (or at least until Aqil is allowed to consume formula milk in the market). I am happy to have a car of my own but I am SO AFRAID to drive. Before i start driving, i need to drive away this anxiety feeling i have lah. I really have mixed feeling right now. I pity my darling for having to send me to work, go to his office, pick me up, go back to his office. He is so spent. But, I am afraid to drive the car. I really need to do something about this. Really.

As for Aqil, our appointment with his doctor went well. Aqil's weight was 7.6kg, length 69.6cm. The best part about the appointment is that Aqil is allowed to consume 'ordinary' formula milk, soy based of course. But only in a small quantity, like 1 scoop for 3 oz, every three days. Aqil is getting more active and he crawls here and there. I am so grateful with whatever Allah has given to me. Alhamdulillah. All the 'tests' that He has put on me has made my iman stronger and I myself have become a stronger if not better person.